4 Months In....
Wow. Four months into 2025 already.
What’s it like living a life where you’re always being watched now?
Sometimes I sit and think like how different things could be if you hadn't done what you did. Like how I would probably still be under your spell and never would've went forward with the case if you had come to New York last January. You would've gotten off free, the case probably would've gotten dropped and who knows where we would be. A crazy thing to think about.
It’s wild to think about how much I was willing to do for someone I thought I loved—someone who consistently chose to hurt me.
Was it worth it?
Are you happier now?
The last four months have been really good for me.
I went to Paris in February. Spent time in Miami with Alex and the Gateway crew for Ultra just a couple weeks ago. That trip was everything. Alex ran up and gave me the biggest hug, told me I looked gorgeous. I was nervous seeing him after all the lies you spread, but I guess he and the rest of the guys saw through it. They were in my corner. Funny how things turn out.
I got to be front of house and backstage for some of my favorite artists—super surreal.
Oh, and I finally got my own ETC Nomad. Been diving into programming and lighting design. Who needs men anyway?
I turned another year older with some amazing friends who truly showed up for me.
Got some incredible international trips lined up for the year, and surprise! I’m actually seeing someone new...from the North Shore. I missed it up here, though the drives still suck.
Also… heard a little rumor that you and Ms. Boss might not be a thing anymore. Honestly? Probably for the best.
Sometimes I still catch myself missing you, even after everything you did.
Even after all the pain—physical, emotional, mental.
But then I ground myself in where I am now: building a life that’s truly mine, filled with joy, purpose, and people who treat me with real care. People who would never do what you did.
Welcome! I would like to be the first person to wish Patrick a happy new year as he enters his first full year as a convicted felon on probation! WOW! What a year 2024 was for you sir! Seemed like it really sucked! Oh well! A result of your own actions that will now continue on for quite some time! I hope 2025 is your worst year yet and you think of me and everything you did to me every time you can't do something because of your new criminal status!
I would personally like to thank you for making 2024 one of the best years of my life! I visited 12 countries by myself in 2024!
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London
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Ireland
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Poland
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Sweden
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Austria
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Greece
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Italy
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Malta
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Iceland
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Denmark
All thanks to you! Freedom really felt amazing! Just being able to book an international or domestic flight with just a few hours notice!
The other best part of 2024 was all of the amazing festivals and concerts I got to attend! And thanks to your friends and ex co workers my front of house and backstage views were quite lovely! Insane how all of your friends turned on you once the truth came out.
I am so excited for 2025 to keep traveling and continuing to spread the word of everything you did to me to everyone I can possibly reach.
You messed with the wrong bitch. And I am making it my life's work to make sure you never hurt another person again. You chose this path and now you get to live with that. This will follow you for the rest of your life. And this website will not be coming down. Will really suck for not only you but your new fiance when names are just simply googled. How embarrassing. Especially when you and Jen get married and her friends/family search to see who her new husband is! How's Methuen life?
With all my travels I took some time from updating this page but I am so excited to get back to it! And the are we dating the same guy pages just love updates! Must suck to know everyone is waiting for you to make a mistake.
And boy am I grateful for all the updates I get from the parole system :)
So Happy New Year Patrick Albin Bedell.
I hope you and your geriatric Jennifer have the year you deserve <3
I am getting ready to jet off to Paris soon. God life is good.
Portugal
Bahamas
